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[carpeday-um]

I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die

[carpeday-um]

I posted this a year ago today and holy shit. I’ve been looking through this blog for about a half hour now seeing how different things are and how much has changed in a year.
I’m not this person anymore. I’m really happy and I’m growing. And don’t get me wrong I still have bad days every once in awhile but they’re good for me, I get to clean out all the negativity so I can start fresh. If I had the choice I wouldn’t change a thing. I have wonderful and better people in my life now, an awesome job that I love and I’m doing really well in school and next year I’ll be moving on and going somewhere else and making more great changes and I can’t wait to keep growing.
I love who I am and who I’m becoming and I’ll always be thankful for the people who have come in and out of my life and taught me the things I know now I’ve made some pretty incredible life long friends and I can’t wait to see where my career takes me
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Follow my new blog !!!!!!!! Please!!!

@moana-lua

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[nelzthedon]

I’m the type of girlfriend who always just wants to annoy you like let me hold your fucking hand and let me just hug your back and put my head under your shirt or bite your shoulder or bite your nose or hug your head or some shit idk i love you hoe

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[happysuggestions]

the only thing i want is for you to be okay

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[difficultsuggestions]

Grow from the dirt that they left you in

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here I am fucked and alone, while everyone else has someone to call home

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Zodiac's inner mind and demons

• Aries: Bringing happiness into other's people life brings me joy, but shiiit I don't ever think of myself.. should I?
• Taurus: I tend to get what I want, but I fuck up people's lives when I do... am I inconsiderate?
• Gemini: I am social butterfly, but deep inside I know that no one is fucking there for me.. am I lonely?
• Cancer: I may seem bursting with self confidence, but I have so many damn insecurities that no one knows about.. help me?
• Leo: I have a resting bitch face, but get to know me before you judge a book by its cover.. can you stop fucking assuming?
• Virgo: I am always thinking and analyzing, but only because I'm afraid of what my already fucked up future looks like.. please can you not hurt me?
• Libra: Yes, I get along with most people but deep inside I probably only do that shit because I can benefit from them.. I guess I'm sorry?
• Scorpio: People tell me all their secrets and yes I keep them ALL THAT SHIT, but do they ever consider that it may be all too damn much?
• Sagittarius: On the outside I may seem fucking reckless, but in the inside i only mean the best.. why does this shit happen to me?
• Cancer: I may seem like I have everything under control in my life, but NOPE I DON'T! I AM A FUCKING MESS. save me?
• Aquarius: I don't care what people think about me, but deep inside I actually do and I remember all the fucked up bullshit things people have said about me.. Erase them please?
• Pisces: I should escape from reality, but WHERE THE FUCK WOULD I GO?

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I’ve stopped being sorry for all my soft. I won’t apologize because I miss you, or because I said it, or because I text you first, or again. I think everyone spends too much time trying to close themselves off. I don’t want to be cool or indifferent, I want to be honest.

Azra.T “Don’t Wait Three Days to Text First.”  (via thatkindofwoman)

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[lovesicklester]

depression sucks because you could be half way done dancing in your underwear and making cookies and all the sudden everything is pointless and you feel so lost and worthless and have no motivation to breath and it’s like ??????? theses cookies were going to be great ??? calm down depression ?? pls ?